Every morning wake up, we tends to have that kinda feeling "argh...work work work!" and wish can continue sleep in our nice king size bed, then Wash up ourselves with shower cream, branded skin care to protect our skin, put on a light makeup to make ourselves look better, jump into our car, air conditioning, with MP3 player.

We flown, when we receive our bills for housing, car, insurance, road tax, credit card, water bill, electricity bills and others statements.

But do you know that, many people can't afford a bed, using a soap bar for shower, not even a skin care and make up, do not have a car ...... every morning, i drove to work, always see a malay man get down from the bus stop near Armada hotel, I can see he is trying very hard to get down from the bus step by step, once step down the ground, he can't really walk in straight line, it's take tans of his energy to move another step follow by another step and slowly walk to his work place. Dear Friends, he is spastic patient, he overcome his unfortunate, head held high, take public transport, do not depends on others, all by his own....can you image, we are so fortunate to have all the necessary things, walk, run and jump as and when we like it, and yet we still complaining our life .. i felt so guilty, I felt I am nothing to him, I am more handicap then him. We are mentally handicap (which I think it's hopeless), He is physically handicap (yet he overcome it, with his brave and warriors thoughts).

Emotional thought hit me totally this morning, I can feel my tear slip down, just can't control it, he is very brave, he is a worrior for me, an role modal example how to face the fact, this is to easy to him. Just can't stop thinking the scene.