When I am busy, please don't disturb and throw funny and stupid question at me, I can't really control my temper now a day. Why am I behave that way, I really don't know, can't even give myself an excuse or an good answer for it, I know there's alot of factors that cause me go crazy.

Yesterday due to some small matter, I throw my temper at him, he went speechless, and allowed me to bla bla bla bla the whole night, kids are crying, he just kept quiet and wait patiently till my temper gone. This morning he just give me light kiss on my cheeks, sayang my head, and talk to me like nothing happen, and this make me feel guilty and sorry, but I did not says out, just put a smile on my face and talk to him as usual.

All these while, I thought I've improved a lot on my temper, and yes, I do improved when i face others, not him, am I taking advantage on him? am I taking him for granted? could be, cause I know he can take it, he know me more then I know myself.

I know most of the couple will have these type of behaviour, cause we know we can handle each other well, because we comfortable with each other. Anyway, what I am trying to say here is, what ever la, don't know what to write any more. Damn why am I writing all these, sigh...need to continue my work now. Damn!